The hardest thing.

The hardest thing is not calling him. Even knowing that he's not right for me, and it was bound to fail, and it wasn't even like he was around that long, it's SO HARD not to call. On Wednesday night, when I have my Trial Ad subsection, I have to walk LITERALLY right by his workplace, and I know he'll be there. My stomach kind of already hurts thinking about it. Don't call. Do. Not. Call. NO!