I am SO BUSY...I'm sorry, but the beginning of the week until after my Trial Ad subsection on Wednesday night is just such a whirlwind. I have to do a cross-examination tomorrow night and I have NO IDEA what I'm going to say or do. The case is just sort of "eh"...it doesn't have anything about it that makes me want to get all involved and craft a really spectacular cross...or any cross at all.
Also, the only thing that I have to write about is how much I hate the fact that I don't have a job, I don't have any prospects for a job, I don't know how to find a job, no one will help me, and I have no contacts at all except for in the government, and guess what, they're not hiring. Basically, the job thing has me down and unlike most things in my life, I have no idea how to fix it or make it better. Every day I feel more stressed out about it because I just don't understand how to make this all work, and the people who are supposed to help me are totally useless. I'm worried, frustrated, stressed-out, and unhappy, and I don't know how to make it stop.