Oh my God, I have done NOTHING productive for at least four or five days.
My "big" Honors application is due tomorrow, which means that, no matter how much I want to put it off, I *HAVE* to write my little personal statements today. Blech.
Also, since I'm not hungover, I have assigned myself the task of cleaning my place and also going jogging or to the gym or something else active. I just had lunch, and I'm sucking down the last bit of my Super Big Gulp, so once that all settles down I guess I'm obligated to get my ass out of the house and do something before I revert fully back to couch potato status -- I'm already afraid I'm losing some of the great progress I made this summer fitness-wise.
It is SOOOOOO hard to be back here and keep my positive mindset from the summer. I just want to lay on my couch bemoaning the fact that I don't want to go back to school and my lack of anything resembling a love life. But, I'm going to keep on truckin' (funniest saying EVER) and hopefully I can overcome the bad habits that I'm used to here and develop a new, healthier, attitude and lifestyle that will keep me feeling non-depressed and happy with myself. It's really weird being back.
